Thursday, August 28, 2014
Esther is growing some beans!

Esther is growing some beans!

Wednesday, August 27, 2014

Esther dad was in the paper today! I bought all the papers the store I went to had. Esther was so happy and kept telling the cashier “that’s my daddy! He’s a funny guy!”

Proud of him. Very very proud.

I snuck into Esther’s room this morning just to see her sleeping. I’m honestly amazed I made this beautiful human.

I snuck into Esther’s room this morning just to see her sleeping. I’m honestly amazed I made this beautiful human.

I got into an argument on Facebook last night with the boys sister. I woke up with this nasty taste in my mouth because of it.

God I really hate constantly having to defend myself and where I am in life to his family.

Fuck em.

My father broke my heart long before any boy had the chance to. (via snotted)

Damn.

(Source: themajesticowl)

Tuesday, August 26, 2014
It’s going to be one of those days.. I feel it in my bones.I’m on my second cup of tea and Esther is eating a waffle. We are going to head to the library soon. I should probably do laundry, but I just really don’t want to.. ya know? I am content. So content I think I might build a blanket fort and never leave it all day long. I don’t have time for responsibilities today.

It’s going to be one of those days.. I feel it in my bones.

I’m on my second cup of tea and Esther is eating a waffle. We are going to head to the library soon. I should probably do laundry, but I just really don’t want to.. ya know?

I am content. So content I think I might build a blanket fort and never leave it all day long. I don’t have time for responsibilities today.

I read a book tonight. I started reading it to Esther in the bath (because she’s ALWAYS asking me to read out loud and it’s one of my proudest parenting moments) and then I put her to bed and sat on my couch and didn’t stop till I finished it.

I live for that shit. Seriously.

Saturday, August 23, 2014

Anonymous said: riska

What does this even mean?

I went to a concert last night.

It was so fucking fun and hilarious. I miss live music and being a concert junkie.

I don’t remember coming home. I have a snippet of memory of Jen and I attempting to light a bonfire. I’m not even sure if we ever got it lit.

The neighbours saw me fall out the front door a hundred miles an hour at 3am. I wish I could remember what there faces looked like when it happened haha.

I am going to have a nap now.

Friday, August 22, 2014
She’s whiskey in a teacup..

She’s whiskey in a teacup..

She’s the kind of girl a guy meets when he’s too young, and he fucks up because there’s too much living to do. But later he realizes she’s perfect. Californication (via perfect)

Esther’s father and I are Hank and Karen. There is the one scene where he writes her a letter. I can’t watch it anymore. I cry every single time. I don’t wonder so much anymore what it would be like if I was his and he were mine. It’s strange to have that person in your life though. The person who you just know and they know you. I met one of my soulmates once, it didn’t last. I’m no longer sad, just a little nostalgic.

This is that scene.

(Source: seventh-story-nobody)

Thursday, August 21, 2014

thedaddycomplex:

According to a sleep deprivation study conducted by the University of Pennsylvania, after two weeks of getting only 6 hours of sleep per night (or less), you experience the cognitive equivalent of being legally drunk.

So, parents are basically drunkards.

This is what I get for trying to shower. I already started cleaning some of it off. Where she got the sharpies from I have no idea. Esther has also somehow broken the drawer under her bed. This morning has been sent from hell. 

We are leaving the house and going shopping because fuck it..

This is what I get for trying to shower. I already started cleaning some of it off. Where she got the sharpies from I have no idea. Esther has also somehow broken the drawer under her bed. This morning has been sent from hell.

We are leaving the house and going shopping because fuck it..