Monday, September 22, 2014
I feel so many things today.. One of those things is pretty though so here’s a picture of my face.

I feel so many things today.. One of those things is pretty though so here’s a picture of my face.

I woke up to my period and no milk for my tea. Can I just not do today?

Sunday, September 21, 2014

The tea party last night was amazing. My mother and I got so many free gifts and I’m just rolling around in delicious teas now. It was so nice sitting and drinking wine at the end of the night with my mum.

I woke up this morning missing the view of the country. I need to come stay the night more often and wake up to this beauty. If only it was still summer..

Saturday, September 20, 2014

Esther and I are spending the weekend at my Mothers house. I love coming home and spending time with my most loved. Tonight I am hosting a Tea Party that I couldn’t be anymore exited about. It should be delicious.

I have a huge update to make and I plan on it soon. Just getting it all sorted in my head first. Big changes are happening in my future.

Thursday, September 18, 2014
I made pickles today. 

I’m so thankful for my mum group. I seriously met the best ladies.

I made pickles today.

I’m so thankful for my mum group. I seriously met the best ladies.

Wednesday, September 17, 2014

Positive things from today:

  • Esther and I picked raspberries from the garden.
  • I got the whole apartment unbelievably clean.
  • I had dinner with my Great-Grandma.

Negative things from today:

  • The fact that is 12:30 at night and I’m still awake.. again.
  • That I just cried again for the millionth time today.
  • I still have no idea what the fuck to do now.

I am being so emotional over this and I’m starting to annoy myself. I just seriously am so fucking torn up for some many different reasons.

I don’t even want to post this but I’m going to just to make a fucking update.

It’s always better in the daylight, I should stop going on tumblr at night. 

Tuesday, September 16, 2014
This is me.

This is me.

Esther and I laid in my bed this morning and she counted squirrels and told me all about their bushy tails. Then she had her favourite cereal which happens to be Special K right now. We live a simple life and right now I have no complaints about it.

Monday, September 15, 2014

Dinner with this kid.

No matter how terrible my day is she always manages to make me laugh.

Also, she has went all day with underwear on. Even made it through 2 car rides! I am so proud!

My head is a mess.

I keep trying to understand what is happening and I just can’t. I’ll just be here wearing over sized sweaters and drinking too much tea. I wish my eyes would stop being puffy and my voice would stop shaking.

This is seriously so fucking hard.

He turned me into an object and I turned him into a god. How sick is that? beautyinthebellejar (via perfect)
Saturday, September 13, 2014

I have disliked Bono for so fucking long now.

This was just the icing on the cake.

GET THE FUCK OFF MY PHONE.

(Source: heyyyyyyyo)

Last night I went to a festival. I drank way to much moonshine and beer. I went with my dad and we ended up back at home eating pizza by 11. I was asleep by 12. Hopefully I can do a better job of staying out late tonight.

Last night I went to a festival. I drank way to much moonshine and beer. I went with my dad and we ended up back at home eating pizza by 11. I was asleep by 12. Hopefully I can do a better job of staying out late tonight.